Nothing's changed. Everything's still the same.



And they will never change.

I fall asleep with a wet pillow, and it never dries.. even under the bright morning sun. And what hurts the most is that you have no idea. Even when you wake up next to me under that same morning sun.

You lift me up to the highest place then throw me into the place that's even deeper and darker than the place I was before.

And that's why I'm so afraid of you. I thought the two scariest things on earth were loneliness and darkness. But I'm more fearful of you because you have the power to make me face those things whenever you want to.