I hate you. I hate me.

The dark has already taken over the world. They called it the "night." Everyone must obey the dark and go to sleep as they anticipate a new day. Those who are not so obedient will be put to sleep by a Force stronger than anyone else in the world.


"Beware when the great God lets loose a thinker on this planet."

- Ralph Waldo Emerson

I hope the weather is nice there. And I hope you're happy.

So sorry that I'm such a coward. I should've tried my best to keep our promises.

I wish you bluebirds in the spring
To give your heart a song to sing
And then a kiss
But more than this
I wish you love

And in July a lemonade
To cool you in some leafy glade
I wish you health
And more than wealth
I wish you love

My breaking heart and I agree
That you and I could never be
So with my best
My very best
I set you free

I wish you shelter from the storm
A cozy fire to keep you warm
And most of all
When snowflakes fall
I wish you love




To you, from me
(Because there's nothing I can give you)



Congratulations :)

I don't know where it went wrong. Or was it ever right? We keep hurting each other, yet it's so hard to let go of this whole thing we share. If there's anything I can do to make it right, I'd do it. But there seems to be no hope. And that's why I'm going to sleep all alone tonight.

Nothing's changed. Everything's still the same.



And they will never change.

I fall asleep with a wet pillow, and it never dries.. even under the bright morning sun. And what hurts the most is that you have no idea. Even when you wake up next to me under that same morning sun.

You lift me up to the highest place then throw me into the place that's even deeper and darker than the place I was before.

And that's why I'm so afraid of you. I thought the two scariest things on earth were loneliness and darkness. But I'm more fearful of you because you have the power to make me face those things whenever you want to.