My Purple Dreams

So today, I discovered a weird pattern that's been appearing in my life quite frequently. So this is what the pattern looks like: someone calls me, and I get excited because I haven't heard from that person in a while, we chill because that person is dying to hang out with me, and a week later the person asks me to do them a favor. And what do I do? I do it for them. People have such sneaky ways of getting the things they want. And here I am, all hungry for love, who is willing to do anything to make them stay in my life. What the hell am I doing? I don't know. But I know what I need to do and that is to change. I am starting to question the initial nature of human beings. Maybe they are evil from the beggining, like some say. Even if they are not, I need to change and that is for sure. Living in the 21st century is not an easy thing. It's about time I start protecting myself.